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So recently, I deleted all of the old fan art I did back in '08 hoping that the recent stuff I did would gain more attention. However, as I spent more time on tumblr and I've given my old deviantArt a good dusting, I realized one thing: fan art is king. Now don't get me wrong, fan art is great! Fans showing their appreciation towards something near and dear to their hearts is a time long tradition. Hell remember those Sonic Oc's (never talk about Souls of the Dark, I'd rather not read through the improvised ramblings of 14- year- old!Jaz again)? Now, in today's fandom climate, I'm anxious to do any fan art.
First reason: DMCA. Ah yes, nothing like our US government violating our first amendment rights by finding the one loophole companies love to rip us apart for drawing one innocent (though someone's not so innocent) picture and posting on the triple w. Now back when I posted more, everything was much more relaxed and I didn't have much to worry about (except for the one time I unknowingly posted a Sonic Riders: Zero Gravity wallpaper, though that didn't really count). However, every company is taking down fan games left and right. It was part of the reason why I changed Project Sunset from a Pokemon fan fic to an original concept. I don't regret the decision; there was only so much without a proper canon map.
Second reason: I'm terrified of the fandom. Tumblr revealed to me the darkest sides of any fandom and the lengths people have gone through just to prove they're right. Like, to the point where they ruin lives. And I do not need that. Again, it's the quickest way to gain an audience, but I can't enjoy it anymore. On top of that, I just don't have the muse anymore. It's all put into the comic but surprise, it's an uphill battle that'll take a lot longer because I don't have that foothold anymore.
Final Reason: I'm a ball of fear. I have no job and haven't gotten any commission requests (again lack of audience/ audience has no money is a thing) because life is great! And so I'm putting the pressure on myself to perform well and set high expectations on a project no ones heard of until now and pray for the day it'll be worth it.
I apologize I've been feeling like this for a while and I'm not okay.
First reason: DMCA. Ah yes, nothing like our US government violating our first amendment rights by finding the one loophole companies love to rip us apart for drawing one innocent (though someone's not so innocent) picture and posting on the triple w. Now back when I posted more, everything was much more relaxed and I didn't have much to worry about (except for the one time I unknowingly posted a Sonic Riders: Zero Gravity wallpaper, though that didn't really count). However, every company is taking down fan games left and right. It was part of the reason why I changed Project Sunset from a Pokemon fan fic to an original concept. I don't regret the decision; there was only so much without a proper canon map.
Second reason: I'm terrified of the fandom. Tumblr revealed to me the darkest sides of any fandom and the lengths people have gone through just to prove they're right. Like, to the point where they ruin lives. And I do not need that. Again, it's the quickest way to gain an audience, but I can't enjoy it anymore. On top of that, I just don't have the muse anymore. It's all put into the comic but surprise, it's an uphill battle that'll take a lot longer because I don't have that foothold anymore.
Final Reason: I'm a ball of fear. I have no job and haven't gotten any commission requests (again lack of audience/ audience has no money is a thing) because life is great! And so I'm putting the pressure on myself to perform well and set high expectations on a project no ones heard of until now and pray for the day it'll be worth it.
I apologize I've been feeling like this for a while and I'm not okay.
So Here's The Thing...
Hey guys! It's been a while since I've last updated my journal and I have a few things to announce!
First and foremost, the TY nostalgia wave hit like a truck so now in my hyperfixated state, have decided to make a fancomic for the little thylacine that could! I'm hoping to have the prologue chapter done to commemorate TY's 20th anniversary and the whole story will be a love letter to the franchise as a whole.
As for my original story, Our Mutual Agreement, that will be posted here and Webtoons.
As far as my presence on dA is concerned, apparently both Twitter and Instagram are absolute trash for artists nowadays, but I need to make a comm
An OMA Announcement: Casting Call!
Hey remember that thing I was planning in the last journal entry I mentioned? I'm having a casting call for an animatic version of Our Mutual Agreement! So step on up, show off your vocal chops, and try out to apart of the main cast! We also need help with some of the script since I've been mostly busy with school, so we can get this done as soon as possible. The Patreon is going to be the place where you will get to see a sneak preview of episodes, as well as some behind the scenes development art! Auditioning for the casting call will allow the chosen actor/actress will be invited in the Discord server. Since two of the main cast knows Japa
The Project Sunset Anniversary and Life
Hey guys! It's been a while since my last entry of me being the an angsty 20-something and I should begin by saying thank you the people who are still on this profile, despite my long absences and lack of new content. Last semester kicked my ass, that it kicked up my anxiety and depression so bad it lasted the entire winter break. However, on the bright side, I've got a better schedule this time around so those feelings have been cropping up a lot less.
As stated in the title, it is the third anniversary of the "Project Sunset" webcomic and it has undergone a lot of changes. For starters, it is no longer called "Project Sunset". The title wa
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Well you have nothing to apologize for. I mean lots of people have deleted their old work for whatever reason. Don't feel bad, Dork.